Yes, women do get broke too

I’ve been trying for (lord knows how long), not to let a problems to weigh me down; but the more I try, the harder it seems.
Just a thought, a simple strand of it sets me down the depressed railway track.
I’ve been in this room for (lord knows how long) with my morbid thoughts.
The fact that I’m a female doesn’t exclude or exempt me from having my problems. Most people seems to have a very wrong conception about females and their problems. Some have come outright to say that females are never broke. What this nonsense!
I’ve been trying not to let my financial constraints of the highest order, to bow me. But I fear, I’m failing abysmally.
Just to dress, just only to clothe my frail exposed body and I discovered that I don’t have a good pair of corsets. Do I now start talking about not having other underwear!?
I’ve been living on charity, but even that is no more forthcoming.
I’ve jumped into debts. I’m swimming in it. In fact, drowning in it and nobody wants to save me.
I fell into this ocean, because I stupidly believed in ‘human being.’ Until now, I never knew the frailty of the human being. Now I know what the saying that “man proposes, but God disposes,” really means.
I looked around me and I felt I have no one in this world. I’m all alone, to live or die as I choose.
Does nobody really care about me? Even for my carcase?
My problem was getting the better of me. I’m indebted to my land-lord…I need some clothes and undies. I’ve ran out of body cream and my hair stinks to high heavens.
The list of people I’m indebted to financially keeps increasing. I don’t have money to pay them and no hope of raising money through any means. Worst, I don’t even have money to eat.
From here, whom do I turn to? Nobody except the God Almighty.